Susan

Susan is a friend of mine from college. She has a heavier build than girls I normally go for, but she's fun and adventurous and we're good friends. I wouldn't really pursue her romantically, but I'll admit I did kind of look forward to this.

Despite more buxom build, she's very energetic, so I expected this to be very passionate. We've also been friends a long time, so maybe that would make her more eager to be herself during the act. Still, since we've never been sexual before with each other, I expected a little bit of shyness.

We met up for dinner at my place. Part of me was afraid. If she didn't show up (flaked, or felt sick or something) then maybe this whole thing would just fall apart and my life would go back to normal. But the buzzer went off, I opened the door and there she was. This was happening.

We ordered Chinese. We talked about how weird this was going to be. When the food came, I just said, "Let's do this first." Mostly I was embarassed about sex on a stomach full of Chinese food plus it would be kind of cool to eat Chinese food right after sex.

So right after saying that she just laughed and I patted the spot on the couch next to me. I touched her face, which felt weird since I'm not intensely attracted to her sexually. But we had agreed on doing this, and there was something exciting about doing this and knowing there wouldn't really be negative consequences.

Since she let me touch her face, I went in for the kiss. She kissed surprisingly well. Not long thereafter, she pushed herself away and pulled off her clothes. My first thought was that her body wasn't perfect, but her skin was very soft. Not long after we had started, we both kind of looked at ourselves like "Well, this is weird." It did feel pretty great, though. She did a great job.

I started on top, then she took over, then we tried a "going-from-behind" situation. After it ended, we lay in each other's arms for a minute. Then I suggested Chinese food and we had a great naked meal.

By the end of the meal, though we were naked, I felt as if the sex hadn't even happened. Though I did have this interesting relaxed feeling.

I'm curious to see how this affects our friendship, since it was more fun than I had expected. Still, once clothes went back on, we were more or less back to normal. Not even a kiss goodnight, and definitely not staying the night.